7 weeks in.

7 weeks in the army now.
Life sucks in there.
No freedom.
Brain is deterioting.
I like the soldiering.
I hate the regimentation.
I hate the politics.
I wish I could be a civilian again.

I don't care where I'm gonna be posted. Infantry, Guards, MP or whatever.
Its boring in there. There's no excitement that I thought there might be.
I want more missions. Instead of freaking PTs and SOCs which I so hate. I tear my hands each time I do the monkey bar or climb the low rope. I so despise the chao keng assholes. Integrity mean nothing to them. I;m glad I'm not like them.
But then again, my enthusiasm is waning. I started out full of fire and now after just 7 weeks, the bonfire is now just a candle flame.

On a lighter note. I learnt that cough mixture and wine is the perfect combination to get drunk. I had cough and after taking the codeine which the MO gave one night during book out. Wenbiao came over and we had a bottle of Trentham Pinot. After like 2 or 3 glasses I conked out.